Friday, June 12, 2009

Syiok Sendiri ~~

haiz ..
duno hw to say .. duno hw to write ~~
i reali cant imagine tat i wil so disappointed v it..
1stly i thought i wil c wat i wan to c wen i go bac ..
well ...... may be i hav put too much hope on them ~~


1st day PREPARE (7.45 till evening 6 oclock )~~i din go to c them.. i hope to c them tmrw.. to c wat they hav done ~~

2nd day PREPARE(7.45 till evening 6 oclock )~~2pm i go to skul .. sit till bout 6 pm .. 3G to huey n those in TARC ~~ well .. i noe tat i ard wanna "sing" tat time .. coz at 2pm .. wat i can c is 衣架鞋架.. till 6 pm .. wat can i c is oso 衣架鞋架.. OH GOD ~~~~ they really familiar in making me calling the god~ 4 hrs .. they have do nth !!!! they hav 6 groups .. so can imagine hw many members r there .. but .... nth hav been done.. even the pagar ~~~~ !!! if my 损友 v me tat time .. i think they 没有得剩料~~ the most important is .. there r many problems .. ( 4 me ) even the design n the position of the gadget ... arghxx~!!! feel lik wanna 打人.. !!! bout 7 .. tong huooi xxsjn cum .. tat time .. she thought those cmt r members.. she ask me .. where r the cmt .. i put my fingers on them .. den .. she fainted ..!! the conclusion is .. even all the members ad go home .. even tmrw ad wanna camp .. even it is late .. our campside stil is 平地.. GOD~~ kitchen haven finish .. table haven finish .. tent haven finish .. pintu gerbang haven finish .. pagar haven finish .. .. .. even the dustbin also haven finish .. they r really genius ~~!! v tong huooi .. i meet them .. their sjn go traning 4 kem kebangsaan .. i hav to do so .. although .. i m X.. .. i feel 无言.. 无奈.. i really duno tat it wil bcum lik dis .. ~~ wen meet them .. i even hav no energy to scold them .. .. juz feel ...... down ~~~~ wen home .. jy phone n ask me .. y don u scold ?? .. ~~ haiz ~~..

1st day CAMP ~~ i go to skul v my cousin .. juz one morning .. duno hw many members go to bilik kecemasan ad .. ketua oso the same .. !! F3 .. GOD ~~~!!! but the most important is .. everythg ( gadget - not include kitchen n table ) finish at 3pm .. means .. half day hav been wasted .. they wil hav their cooking com. v the 锌板 .. but nt the kitchen n table ~~ GOD !!!~~ mou ngan tai .. i go home .. .. .. at night .. i go again .. feel lik wanna play night game .. (lik vry wu eng ho ??) but .. their night game start at 9 smth .. its quite late ad .. gt ppl 流鼻血.. but treat her de ppl is me ( the xsjn ) .. GREAT ~~!! if i din cal them .. i think i hav to take care of her till the end...........

2nd day CAMP ~~ 2nitz is campfire .. but i din receive the letter at all .. ~~!! GOD~~!! no phone no letter no information ... !! ok fine .. after pick 4 of 损友 at jeti .. we go to skul together .. ( 我还是迷路了~~).. the campfire hav started ad .. many x cum bac .. but member go to kecemasan 的次数 .. .. .. .. ad black list .. haiz .. 4get to say .. they dis yr de training is lik our annual camp .. not onli campfire is combination .. the bilik kecemasan .. .. is oso the same .. ~~ campfire .. not really syiok to play .. the song not ngam us .. our form .. .. .. gt 1 f1 .. although the environment is warm n hot n the surrounding is full of gear n song .. she ... 竟然还能睡去.. GOD !! 真让我佩服得五体投地.. haiz ~~ so .. the result cum out ad lo .. the best item is girl guide .. the best disciplin is scout .. the best supporter is KPL .. n the best overall is ~~~~~~ KRS .. wahaha .. we 捧蛋 .. after tat dio start 检讨会 lo .. wa .. ketua lik cmt a .. scold their own group lik scold their member .. gai gao nia .. n ho .. gt 2 member hilang .. ask ketua .. 人到齐了没有 .. ketua still nit to turn n count den say .. 1 ppl hilang .. kedua-dua ketua satu macam punya .. i ad mad tat time .. i ask ketua .. where they go .. they explain till their ah gong ah ma there .. but din ans my question: where they go?? GOD~~!! den .. i ask again: 我只是问你们.. 她们去哪里?? they ans: 她们应该... wat mean 应该?? later really gt wat happen den hu noe ?? GOD !!! damn it ~~ den..i ask sumbody: 检讨会几点完?? sum say 12.30 .. sum say 1.00 .. sum say 1.++ .. dis cal plan ?? GOD~~!! if not guard wanna lock the door n my mum is waiting me at home .. i wont bac so early last nitz .. feel lik wanna ham ppl ad ~~

3rd day CAMP ~~ i din go .. wen i wake up .. i get a news .. we get the whole camp overall .. but .. i duno y should i happy .. they din hit my target .. i din c wat i wan .. i din feel wat i wan .. if they do .. even though they din get any prize .. i oso will feel happy .. at least .. better den the feelin i hav nw .. i don think they win ad .. in contrast .. they lose .. wat they win is onli the prize .. not the experience .. not the feeling of satisfied .. i feel embarrass .. down ~~

i reali hope tat they can be more mature .. think as a leader .. a gud leader muz be a gud follower .. but .. a leader cant only be a follower .. hope they understand dis .. no one can help them ad ... except themselves ~~~

haiz ~~

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